Prinsesang Rakista

Lord God, Please give me strength to live my life once again.
If what I want is not what you desire please tell me how to move forward.
Please teach me how to be happy again.

I can't live my life in pain and suffering.
I hope You can give light on me and guide me to where you want me to be.
Sometime I just want to stop here, but thinking that there still a little hope makes me forget.
But what if there's really no hope.
What if I'm waiting for nothing.
Will the suffering ends?

Lord, You're the only hope I have. Please lend me your hand and show me the way.
I know you want me to learn how to wait.
I know you want me to see what others can't.
I know I have to get through this.
I know I have to be strong.
I know I have to forget the past and learn to move on.
All the things I have to know stuck in my brain but the same things dig a hole in my heart.

Lord, I know at the end of this, your glory will be revealed.
I know that all this suffering has something at the end of it.
I will think of this as your will and everything happens for a reason.

I'll just cry and cry until the pain is gone.
I will take all the wounds because it will not be forever.
I'll be grateful for all of this and I will wait for your surprise.
I can't wait.